Gloryfades.org

Happy 19th birthday to my gorgeous confidante, Leah! About fucking time we turn legal, eh sweets? Love you!!!!!!

Well, gloryfades.org is tentatively up. I still need to close TB.org and I need to move all of the fanlistings, which is the biggest pain in my ass. It really is. I think I’ll do that tomorrow though cause I haven’t the energy to do that tonight.

It rained cats and dogs all day today. I nearly froze my asscheeks off waiting for my mom to pick me up and I wrote a really shitty essay that probably won’t pass. Ya, life is good. I’m off to bed. G’night.

I’ll let you know when it’s up

I should probably blog this first so in case no one gets my email they can check here.

Toxic-bliss.org is closing. Yes, it’s closing. I won’t be gone for long though. The domain expires on December 14th, but hopefully, by then I’ll have a new domain. If you’re one of my hostees, I suggest you find a new home. I’m terribly sorry. It’s just I can’t guarentee when I’ll have the new domain because I just don’t know. Luckily you have about four weeks until toxic-bliss goes down, so it’ll all be good. To all of you who have just applied to become part of the family, I think you have your answer. I’m sorry!

To all affiliates: Please do not forget about me! I will email you once the new domain is open and you will all be linked there. I’ll send you a new link button and it’ll all be good. I’m really sorry for any disturbance this causes. I wasn’t sure what I was going to do once TB expired, but I’ve made up my mind now

During my brief hiatus from domain owning, I’ll be at livejournal, which is mostly friends-only, but once the new domain is up, there will be an announcement.

All of my fanlistings will be down at the same time. Once the domain goes down I will let the Network know so they don’t close any of them down.

That being said, if you’re interested in knowing where I go next, please check my LJ. I assure you, the new link will be there. If you’re really upset I’m leaving (I can’t see why you would be .. heh) my email is focusboy(at)gmail.com. Feel free to email me there.

I should be only gone for about a week at best. Hopefully, I won’t be gone at all! Thank you all

It’s late and I shouldn’t be online but I don’t quite feel like going to bed. Yesterday I fell asleep at 4pm and I slept all the way until 11am this morning. It was the best 19 hour sleep I’ve ever had. I was exhausted from working all weekend and researching for my Art History essay, so I kinda just collapsed in the guest room and slept soundly until the next morning. Except I had a nightmare in the morning around 8-ish that involved a tsunami and me being out in open water. Actually, several tsunamis. Remind me never to go to Hawaii …

This Thursday, November the 18th is my nineteenth birthday. If I don’t post anything before then, just know that Friday will be spent having oodles of fun at Hess, the bar ‘Mecca’ of Hamilton because FINALLY I will be ‘of age’ and I’ll be excercising that right to the fullest that night

It’s Remembrance Day in Canada. Did you buy a poppy? I did. Not that I’m boasting or anything. I’m just saying

I’ve been in a big Fiona Apple kick. I had never heard any of her music other than ‘Criminal’ but I’m a huge fan now. I downloaded ‘When the Pawn …’ awhile ago and fell in love and finally aquired ‘Tidal’ which I’m just consuming now. It’s good! She’s so pretty and talented. I thought she was a crackpot when I first saw her, which was when she accepted an award from .. MTV, I think, and made a spectacle of herself. She was raped. That’s harsh and I can’t relate at all but it’s insightful to hear her music. It’s also pretty.

Speaking of raping …

Well, not really. I’m just a wee upset. It’s pathetic really. I’ve sworn of men for a little while, which is kinda not hard for me cause my relationship card for this whole fucking year has been ZERO, but it seems that as soon as I swore myself to a little bit o’celebacy the fucking lovebirds come out to spawn in front of me. Today alone, before 2pm I have seen three couples make-out explicitly. In public. On or near a bus. I don’t know what’s the occasion. Maybe that’s how people like to remember those who died for the country but I just think that’s a little bit callous.

Yes, I’m jealous, if anyone’s asking. Wouldn’t you be? Fuck that, man. Sit together, hold hands, fine. Just save the kissy-kissy stuff for when I’m not around. Jesus.

I nearly killed myself getting off the bus today. It was still moving and I was putting on my backpack and I started falling backward. My arm stretched out in front of me helped to stabilize my balance though. I did manage to spill some of my coffee on a seat, though. That was hot. Reaaaaal smooth, baby.

Ya, I’m in a sarcastic mood. I’m just .. jaded and alone and pathetic and I wish I wasn’t. In retrospect, Fiona Apple’s kinda appropriate for my mood right now. Thank God I’ve got her to voice it for me. Thank God indeed.

Yeah, so not much to say in my life nowadays. I had a fun Halloween. Rather, the Friday before Halloween. Sunday night I just stayed at home, giving candy to the six trick-or-treater’s that came to our door (I think it was an all-time low this year) and watching season one of Viva La Bam on dvd and Jeepers Creepers on tv (which sucked, as it should).

I got my hurr cut a little while ago. The picture below is of me about .. ten minutes ago. I still look the same though so it’s fairly accurate *nods*

I’m waiting for my driving instructor to get here cause I have my first in-car lesson. I’m nervous cause I’ve heard bad stories where people get sucky instructors. I hope I’m not one of them!