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Today I cried at work. Full-out began to sob. I have no idea where it came from, how it started but it did and I couldn’t stop. I can still feel the prickle of tears come now just thinking about it. For FUCK’S sake, it’s McDONALDS and I let it get to me :hissy: I was fine for most of the day, too, so I have no idea what started this. Thinking back, I suppose the last two hours were hectic and I was by myself running the orders. People were dicks and I didn’t want to take anymore of their crap. The entire time I felt like a robot, just picking up things, sorting them, interlocking pieces and starting anew. It doesn’t help that the customers for the most part see you as a robot. I was so tempted to scream out an angry you’re welcome to one person who didn’t say a word to me as he took his food. That’s what gets me the most, they just don’t look at you, don’t say a word. I am a food repository and nothing else. God I hate it so much and I know I have to get a new job. This is frustrating and I’m sorry you’re reading this. I just needed to get it out of my system because I am human and I get emotional and upset.

Fuck you, menstruation. Fuck you up the dirty asshole for making me so fucking psycho tonight. I have never acted so wildly childish at work and I hate that people have seen me bawl over nothing. Gah.