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My grad formal is today. I’m not very excited, though, I’m not sure why. Up until today I was really looking forward to it. I think it may be because I had a rather hectic weekend. Saturday I worked the majority of the day and Sunday was my niece’s first Communion which was a big kurfuffle. I’m pretty much going to be wearing the same thing I wore yesterday to tonight’s party except I may get some new accessories to go with it. What I was wearing yesterday didn’t really match but I had no time to go pick something new up.

I’m also feeling a bit self-conscious today. My sister didn’t take very flattering photos of me yesterday and I’ve been feeling poopy about them since. The past few days have also been really gorgeous and I haven’t done anything to enjoy them, either, which has also made me feel guilty. I feel like I’m wasting the sunshine by sitting indoors but I’m not motivated enough to actually go out there and do something about it. It’s silly and I should get over it, I know. Even if I don’t do something today I can do something the next day, after all. If I did enjoy more days outside, though, I think I would feel less guilty.